I saw Sex & the City the movie last night. Now I've never been a big fan of the TV show, but I have seen a few episodes. The movie turned out to be really good. I really love the part where Carrie is reading from a book called "Love Letters of Great Men." In there is a letter that Beethoven wrote to his love. It was so beautiful, I've decided to post it here:

Immortal Beloved
The Third Letter
Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

Ok, so I was looking around for a part-time job to add to my income. Today, I got a call back and was offered a job working at a gas station on the weekends. Which basically means I’ll be working 7 days a week. Not really something I’m looking forward to, but hopefully it will only be until October. I’m hoping that by then I will have both of my credit cards paid off & have enough money saved to go to the Dallas JumpCon.  I really really want to go. I’ve never been to any kind of convention before & I think it will be a lot of fun. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I think about getting to meet Kyle. I know, I know, I’m acting like a school girl. I can’t help that I have an enormous crush on the hottest guy to ever grace the silver screen. I mean Kyle is IT. No question. He’s super sexy, smart, funny, talented, & has the cutest eyes & smile that I’ve ever seen. Knowing me tho, when I go to meet him, I’ll forget my own name & start giggling. Or possibly faint. If I do faint, I’m hoping he’ll catch me. Altho, there will be plenty of other ladies around who will be hoping that he catches them too. November is so far away. However, the older I get, the faster time seems to fly & before I know it, it’ll be November & I’ll be hyperventilating while I’m waiting to get my picture taken with Kyle. I really need to buckle down & lose some weight before then. No fun getting my picture taken with Kyle if I end up looking like poo!

Coreen Fennel!

I really really REALLY want to go to JumpCon in Dallas! I'm currently trying to convince my sister to go with me so I can meet Kyle. He is the most BEAUTIFUL man I have ever seen!!!! I know it's kinda lame to have a crush on a movie star, but I can't help myself. He's just perfect in everyway - sexy, charming, great body, long curly hair, amazingly blue eyes - a masterpiece of a man! But from my last post, I have bills that need to be paid. I hate being in debt. It totally sucks. I don't live a super glamerous life, I don't have a very active social life either. A lot has changed since I moved back to Iowa. Most of my friends have full-time jobs and boyfriends/husbands and we just don't have much time to spend together. And everything there is to do costs money. GRRRR!!!! I never get to do anything really cool or fun. So I think I should go to the Con, but I really don't want to put myself farther into debt over it. I've been trying to get a part-time job on top of my full-time job so I can get some bills paid and then start saving money to go, but I work an odd schedule at my job so most places won't hire me. :(

I'm extremely upset that LT decided not to renew Blood Ties!!! Are they freakin crazy??? It's the most amazing show on TV & they decide to cancel it!!!! Freakin A!! It's not over tho. A new network could pick up BT. So I'm still hopeful. At least I still have the first two seasons, until my show comes back. 

I really want to go to JumpCon, either in New Orleans or Dallas. New Orleans would be closer, but I'm more familiar with Dallas. So I'd rather go to Dallas, but that's Thanksgiving weekend. I wouldn't have to work, but my sister would if she stays with the job she currently has. I hoping she'll either find another job where she wouldn't have to work the day after Thanksgiving or call in & pretend to be sick. I need to save mucho money if I want to go too. I've been searching for a part-time job to supplement my current income. Hopefully, I'll find something soon so I can pay off my credit card & then start saving the extra money.

I really wish Blood Ties would get renewed soon!!! I've been reading Tanya's Blood books and just making me miss the show so much  more!!! I can't believe it's May already and still no word. Hopefully, with it being sweeps month, there will be some good news soon. I would do anything to get the show back on the air. I've been having lil mini- Blood Ties marathons on my laptop. Thanks to iTunes for having season 1 and 2 online. That gives me some comfort at least. Fridays just aren't the same. At first, Sundays were my favorite day of the week, not because it was the start of a new work week, but because it was BT night. Then Friday nights were the absolute best, not only was the weekend just beginning, but as soon as I got off work, I knew I'd be going home to see BT and the sexiest man dead or alive!!! Now the days just run together, and there's nothing special about them. So some I probably should  like a complete psycho, but I don't care! I miss my show!! The one thing in the world I could count on to put a smile on my face!!! Dear Goddess, it's just pure torture to sit and wait for an answer from LT.